I have just come back from relighting some candles.
Tonight was the first time I have been able to allow myself to view the videos that have been posted. I will have to go back later and try and translate Ernas.
I never knew ma, but only knew she was well loved. I remember , even when she was on eggs in 2007, there was strange falcon that would come in the box. I guess that was S2.
I never hated S2, but I prayed and watched and knew her youth and confusion . Like so many , as I have already posted , I kept a vigil. And with love and humor, I watched the rest of the season. do you remember how she tried to brood those 2 females.

They were too big and I thought she would squish them

and Faith and Hope brought so much joy. they were so close .
As I watched the many videos, I remember how Pa and S2 were so in sinc. and I always took for granted, they would always be there. Pa, being the incredible male, taught her well. The season of 2011 I could not watch much, but was looking froward to 2012 so much. but I thank you for the video of 2011. I watched it a few times.
I gave my support behind 2Or this season, when so many wished she was not there, but still was waiting for S2. When 2Or was hurt and ousted, my heart broke again, And I still believe she is around somewhere. The hope of S2 recovering and being released, to have a chance again, kept my spirits high. IN all of this I was also aware that there were no guarantees. She may not regain her site......But for me this was the ultimate shock.
I place no blame anywhere but in the hands of the person that shot S2. And I wish he could be found and punished. I truly believe that all those involved did a great job and thank them for their efforts.
I will not tarnish S2,s memory with bitterness and regrets, but I will try and remember what a formidable falcon she was. Look how she survived surgery and almost made it . Look at her wonderful offspring. I hope we hear of them. She was truly a great . Fly free my S2 . You will be there with many greats. And some day I know my favorite ladies from Edmonton , will join you. ( but I hope not for a while). I t has been an honor learning from you. and I know I will watch over Pa and hope he finds a lady worthy to rule De Mortel. He found you.
