Hi Swinwk, thanks for consolidating all of your posts. Paints a sad picture, unfortunately. I started watching falcon cams in 2008. San Jose, De Mortel, Harrisburg, and Columbus. I admired Mom at Harrisburg, she was such a good mother and kept Lil' Dad trained, for sure, so I joined fledge watch in 2009, (just watched mostly) but did see a fledge and rescue and got to meet all of the beautiful people in Harrisburg that watched after the falcons. What a pleasure to get to know them. Best people ever.
I found myself more attached to NG a couple of years later. She was definitely not in control and I was so glad for the excellent training that Lil' Dad had received. They were hilarious together. I would laugh again and again at their antics. Yes, I remember the heads.

Wasn't too glad to see Niecey and really not totally sure that the juvies had made it ok, but Lil' Dad always loved his babies, so I hope so. Nevertheless, I came to love Niecey too, something I have not been able to do at other nests. Losing Clara in San Jose was a blow I couldn't get over, and S2 and Pa at De Mortel, and of course Durand's nest was destroyed in Columbus and no live cam to watch at the new nest. I was hoping they would commit to a cam there. It's almost made me quit watching all together. I just get too attached to them and all animals.
I was so hoping that Niecey would have a full recovery, and quickly, but doesn't look like that is going to happen. She has been a good mom and perfect mate for Lil' Dad after all of his loses. Plus she was always there on his returns from vacation. It's like she 'got him' from the start.
Never got to know the new guy as I had a hard time accepting the loss of Lil' Dad.
I admire those who watch the cams and accept the new falcons, continue to follow and post about the nests, and the pictures and videos of course, but especially those who participate in 'falcon watch' year after year. Many falcons are still alive today because of their efforts.
I think that I mentioned that I have not been well, so hope for better days ahead and who knows, back to watching falcon cams full time again. I still check in on cams sometimes, I just can't help myself, but I don't want to get attached again.